This guy is is fucking one to talk.

Holy shit.

Does he not understand that I calling someone a bitch and fuccboi AS A JOKE?????

He complains about me shittalking yet he does the SAME FUCKING THING WTH.

I HAVE OFFICIALLY GIVEN UP ON THIS ENTIRE FUCKIN HTFF WIKI.

I got very pissed wow. Sorry

I'm literally lying in bed rn just woke up. I'm tired but I don't think I'm able to fall back asleep... fak

(Lappy cuddles yay)

SO THIS IS A THING

Peridot x Technus is a thing.

SO MUCH NOPE RN

should i leave htff?  Cuz I was attacked today, cuz my bf was using my account last night to go on anoter chat and they think i'm a spy.. when I wasn't... I just allowed him to borrow my account (I was crying when I saw the blog...), should I leave htff and move somewhere else?  Idk where to go really....

I was supposed to have my drafts done for a project that's due today... I ended up not working on it at all and now I'm kicking myself. I'm in fuking college why am I not better at time management-

now, you guys might've heard me saying the same thing over and over... but... i'm gonna do it again.. 

When I joined HTFF, I was looking for a good time, we all are... at first, it seemed friendly, not a lot of drama.  And people even believed me about what a user done to a friend of mines that no one else on da did (that user believing me being af.. and yes, what he did to my friend was true, i'm not gonna say cuz I don't really care about the situation anymore). Then, it wasn't until October.. when I felt attacked. It was 1me, she doubted I was diagnosed with ptsd. But I said that before, and other things.. in the community meeting... after people attacked sbf cuz she supported crossovers. I suggested that we should add to the rules that crossovers aren't allowed and they should be moved to the crossover page.. she attacked me saying that "It looks like your targetting sbf" ALL I WAS FUCKING SAYING, WAS TO ADD THAT TO AVOID CONFUSION! WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT WOMAN!? In december, after I had an outburst.. 1me declared that I was being evil, targeting, and harassing. She then silenced me from voicing my opinion, by telling me to be patient, which I am.. but, I decided to be quiet.. cuz I felt like I would be attacked for letting out my anger so it wouldn't build up and be released like it did in December. Then, in April, I stood up for af cuz she was attacked by 1me cuz of her game... and she attacked me the next day after she "apologized" to af.. I felt offended. I got home from school, saying I defriended her.. and I had an outburst.. unlike last time... In Septebmer, people were saying I was a white knight. I don't agree with every single thing af says.. I disagree on somethings she says, like her stance on the htf human ocs, I think people should be allowed to make a lot, but not too many to the point where every single one is human.. but I respect her opinion on that.

Also, my bf went onto the spanish wikia chat, and they're saying af is horrible and we are a ball of imbeciles..   "Little Red Killer Hood Grim, you need to escepe from the drama! Come here with us ! 10:31 XMC-Grim-Reaperx Aurora and CSN.....they aren't good people 10:32 Little Red Killer Hood Its better here!" I'M NOT A GOOD PERSON!  I WAS ABUSED AS A KID, AND THEY THINK I'M BAD CUZ THE THINGS I SAID TO HER AFTER SHE ABUSED ME! AND FOR WHITE KNIGHTING FOR AF!? okay...I need to stop typing in caps.. I don't wanna look like a douche.. but, they're talking shit behind my back.. I wouldn't have known this if my bf didn't went on after I asked him to.. this is dumb.. i'm mad.. i'm pissed.. i'm having a outburst.. hate me, I don't care.. tell everyone what I said, I DON'T CARE! I do care, about being myself.. and I ain't gonna let any mother fucker silence me...

So one time i was in HTFF and suddenly the background changed. It hurt my eyes so I went to the board and said it did hurt my eyes.

And then fricken EP just comes in and says it was "unnecessary". How is saying that your eyes hurt from the fricken background "unnecessary"? That's like saying that your ears hurting from the loud noise "unnecessary".

Another thing happened during christmas last year. With the same person.

So EP changed the background and it wasn't even the end of the month yet. I changed it back because it was still christmas and it was STILL December. Then, guess what? He got mad at me. I don't remember exactly what he said, but he came to my wall saying "Christmas is over for HALF OF THE WORLD anyways".

Bias much?

I have a dark colored background for Halloween I guess, and I also added all sorts of boards on the fourns soooo, feel free to check them out?

IDK